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Searching For My Fortress of Solitude

Searching For My Fortress of Solitude

Since my parents did not equip me with crystals that morph into a magical ice palace, I need to invent a Fortress of Solitude (FofS) for myself.  Why?  Because I get very little time alone.  I teach elementary special education all day and then go home to a spouse who is out of commission for a while.  I am surrounded by the Needy.  I need a break.

When I go to bed at night, I imagine that I’m in my Happy Place/FofS.  Sometimes it’s the Barnes and Noble, where I’m sitting in a comfy chair with my laptop and beautiful classical music is playing on the store’s sound system.  I’m completely incognito and not a soul there knows me or needs anything from me.  I also have all the time in the world.  I don’t have to be anywhere at any specific time.  Aaaaaahh-that’s a sweet thought.

Sometimes I imagine that I live in Amish country surrounded by clean-living, hard-working people, their farmland and the smell of freshly mucked out barns.  Call me weird but I like the barn smell.  I’m sitting in the window of my cottage house with the breeze blowing the curtains, reading a book or working on my cross stitch projects with my cat close to me.

Other times I’m sitting on a large rock next to a rolling brook working on my novel.  The water rushing by is trying to lull me to sleep by I fight against it by working that feeling into my story.

Does anyone else wish for a Fortress of Solitude?  If so, where is it and what does it include?